thE beGInNinG oF LifE ~niSa~

uWaaaa….my life’s totally changeee…so much changessss..it was so different compare to my student life..working, so much procedures u have to do..so much ppl u have to interact with..mcm2 aa perangai org kita leh tgk..mmg penat laa kejer…hectic sgt esp klo OT day…kepala sumer sakit aa hari tuhh..rini plak aa….so bz..i left alone in my ward..handle dat one ward..i dont even take my bfast, my lunch or even setitik air pon since 730 am to 6pm!!!! but what can i do kan..patutnye work is work kan..tp baru nak g lunch, de patient high BP, tachycardia sumerr…so aku nak kena inform MO aku…baru plan nak lunch, de new case, baru nak p makan, boss dtg round pulak..last2 mmg keje berlambak2….kol 6 lebeh pon tak bes g..tp terpaksa pass kat org onkol arrr…nak wat camne, life’s like that..tuh bout work load…bout procedure mmg lots to learn..blood taking, set IV…time student mmg jarang aa menjadik even dah try byk kali kann…tp kali ni, nak tak nak..u have to do it..if u dont do,,how nak kasik drugs, cam ne nak tau blood ix n all kan…n kat ortho nih lagik laa byk mechanical work like kena pasang traction sumer…then another big thing for me, referring patients…to OT, to other diciplines n to Kebajikan..sumer tuh i have to do..u knoe..talking to someone thru phone which is one of the thing dat i dont like..i dont know why..but i rather talk eye-to-eye with dat person..but now, got no choice, i have to do it..

so tomorrow my 1st time oncall…2nd call means oncall OT laa kiranyaaa…not very hectic if there’s no case..but u can b very damn hectic if cases non stop..

hmm…so got to sleep laa nmpknye nih..tomorrow kena bgn awal…745am - 6pm laa roughly kerjer nihhh..bz maaaaaa….see ya next time…

so…starting 2moro until october 15, i’ll be at orthopedic ward…what i’ve heard, there’s no ho in dat deparment…so…there will b me n mct!!oh my…is dat mean we’re gonna do our oncall EOD????ohh goshhhhh……nevermind..more work i do, more things i learn right…;) ( ayat sedapkan ati nihhh…hehehe)..hope i got a very nice supervisor n NON-BULLIED MO…..amin…

i was choosen by Allah to start my first timing posting during my HO in OrtHopEdic DepArtmEnt..thanx a lot to Him for that..i planned to be in surgery deparment firstly, but i know orthopedic was meant to me, dats y i’m there..i’ll be in dat posting for 4 months starting from June 16, - October 15, 2005..waaaa…so long man…i hope i still can remember what ever dat i’ve learned during my student life before..i know 4 the first 1 month, it’s gonna be very tough time for me…going back at 12am everyday…have to do all the works in da ward, being bullied by MOs and specialist, being nagging, being scolded…n i also know dat this few weeks will make me either tough or weak gurl..i really hope, i’ll do well in works, and will complete my posting in its schedule..i’Allah…Amin…

p/s:Dr Nawfar….Dr Iskandar…help…hehehe

hye…tomorrow i’m going to Wisma Persekutan to report my self to Pengarah Kesihatan Kelantan.After dat tatau laa whether trus stat keje or wat..tp most prob trus kejer laa kot..takut nyee..hehehe..bukan laa kata tak biasa wat keje2 hospital ni kann…tp bese laa 1st time kannn…sum ppl say life housement officers ni very tough…nak tgk u survive or not…tgk time ho nih laaaa…hope i’ll survive laa somehow kannn..dah laa dok dkt ngn rumah..since kete accident tuh, maybe papa laa kot g anta n amik lu kat hkb tuh (cam pampered takk??hehehehe..who caresss…)…until dpt my own kete sendirikk…n sum says dat 1st week keje nih kena tagging..eventho tak oncall tp kena stay up until midnight, learing n brushing things dat what we have learnt when we r student before….huhhhh..hope everything’s will go well……pray for me guysss…..

kay ppl…who r interested to c my pics when i wuz in Bangkok and Chiang Mai…just go to the link below..u can gv ur comments too…..

http://nisalwi.fotopages.com

believe it or not…i involved in a car accident dis afternoon…sumbody knock my car’s back…s***…abes programme nak bersiar2 ptg tuhh..actually nak masuk side parking..dah siap kasik signal sumer dahhh…skali kena gak..wiv out pk pjg ( ni keje gile nih aku penah wat )..trus kuar kete pastu g kat org tuhh…cam geram aa gak kan..nape nak men langgar2 nihh..skali 2 chinese guys..aiyamakkkk…then they all ajak g bengkel sumerr….tp i got to call papa 1st laa b4 decide anything kan..skali dtg laa polis traffic..kebetulan lepak situh kot…i was ok je emotionally sumer…skali dtg polis tuuu..rasa nak nanges kegeraman…makk aii..die punya bahasaaa…rasa nak tonjeng je polis tuhhh…tp takpe laaaa…he asked me to do :

1) jot down the plate no

2) tgk model kete,jenis sumer

3) time pukul berapa

* so ppl..take note with dat k if happens to u all ( nauzubillah…)

…pastu polis tuh suh g pej polis traffic buat laporan polis..so tecongok laaa kat balai polis tuh nearly 2 hourss..buhsann siut…after taking sum pics of the damages tuhhh, kena soal siat sket2 sbb wat laporan kann..thank Allah i was not injured..dat time pakai sit belt..tp terasa gak the pressure over my chest kann..and luckily dat guy admitted his mistakes sumer and say sorry..tp bcoz of the insurans papa punye kereta tuh 3rd party,so takleh nak claimed insurans from our part..as a result..insurans chinese guy to laa yg kena bayar kat kitorg sumer..truk gak actually kereta kitorg kena..bumper pecah..n ade part tuh kemek gleee..papa bengang laa gak sbb kereta kena masuk workshop kann…ssh laa nak g mana2…tp wut to do………….dah nak jadikk…..:)…

ooo yeaaa…nak tgk kedamage an kete tuhh??check out my photos…

okey dude…dah balik daa from Thailand..alhamdulillah…all of us back to Malaysia in one piece…pe cer kat sana???okey2…now i’m loading some pics in my fotopages…after sumer complete…i’ll give it to u..so free2 tuhh nnt..have a look..kot2 laa ada yg teringin nak g sana kan…tp overall best laa gakkk..bangkok city ada laa ala2 kay ell tp not so happening kot..jln mmg jam gilerrr arrr…sum places dat we visited at Bangkok were coconut farm, floating market, Kanchanaburi, River Kwai, Chao Phraya River and paling best kat Dream World..Dream World ni cam ala2 Theme Park laa gakk…

Then on June, 7 tuh we fly to Chiang Mai plak..kat sana…we went to Orchid Park, Elephant Camp, Snake Park and MOnkey School…then we went to Chiang Rai..it was about 4 hours from Chiang Mai…we went to Golden Triangle ( tmpt kumpulnye drugs supplier and 3 country in one place -Siam, Laos and Myanmar )..then singgah kat Hot Spring gak…malam last kat chiang Mai..smpt laa jugak g Night Bazaar diorg….mak aiii..byk gle brg…hehehe..kay2…hold on k 4 the pics……

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye.
But the dawn is breaking, it’s early morn.
The taxi’s waiting, he’s blowing his horn,
Already I’m so lonesome I could cry.

Now the time has come to leave you,
One more time let me kiss you,
Then close your eyes, I’ll be on my way.
Dream about the days to come.
When I won’t have to leave alone,
About the times I won’t have to say …

Still remember Armageddon?ahaah…dat song is the soundtrack of the movie..somebody had gave me this song when he’s went back to state in year 2002…i was so damn sad that time when he was away…i couldnt send him to the airport..i just listen to his voice b4 he departed from KLIA..ahh..dats oredy a history..he’s in Malaysia for good oredy….but we r still far away from each other laa..wat to do..;)

well..tomorrow i’ll b leaving to Bangkok and Chieng Mai for a week ( only…:) )..goin there wv my families…this is my first time there..b4 this i just went to some southern area of thailand like Pattani, Yala..Well..pray for my safety there..hehehe…So get back to all of you a week later k….do take care all..bubbyyyEeeeeee