thE beGInNinG oF LifE ~niSa~

"I’ve kissed a guy… I’ve kissed guys. I just haven’t felt that thing…. That thing… that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy, and the only thing in focus is you and this person. And you realize that that person is the only person you’re supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this amazing gift. And you wanna laugh and you wanna cry, ‘cause you feel so lucky that you’ve found it, and so scared that it’ll go away all at the same time."

have u ever been kissed??

Dear D,

I love you from now until death do us part. Right now, you living so far away from me is killing me, but I know in my heart that we are doing the right thing. And, you are trying to get things straight so we can live there forever and spend a lifetime together. I don’t want to lose you for anyone else or anything that anyone has to say about you. I want you to know that I love you from the deepest part of my heart. My love for you is unconditional. The love for you is so strong and the most powerful feeling that I have had in a long time and I am just at a lost for words when it comes to you. I just wish that their was another way that we could be together without living so far apart right at the time being. I want you to know that I love you and always will and there is nothing that will ever change that about how I feel…I love you

                                                                          Loves, B..

my wish for this february, 14 2006..

just wana spend my time wv somebody i love..but i dont have that somebody to be wiv..so sad isn’t it..i always wish that someone will come to my door wiv a bouquet of roses….fresh red roses i mean.. n between them, there’s a not-a-fresh rose n a sweet card sounds like : my love for you dies when the last petal of these roses falls….sweet kan..

tracking my blogs..it has been 4 months now..i did complete my medical posting..today is my last day in medical department bcoz for the next 2 days i applied my holidays…but i’m not sure whether it’s going my holidays or wut..maybe i’ll go for work..or may be juz watching dvds…reading novels or do things dat i really wish to do..so..which department will i go after thiss..

yeaaa…da one n only posting during my housement year –> O&G…ppl says this posting is s bz s medical but it won’t ruin ur life…i dunno i have to experience it my self kan….

dunno how bz i am ( but 4 5 days..i’ll doing my tag for sure balik lmbt kan )…so i dunno what’s going to happen to me for the rest of my 4 month time..

well..medical posting is very interesting..variety of things to learn n being learnt..i learnt a lot in medical..i deal a lot wif dying ppl in medical, i play a lot with all procedure’s stuff and risky my selpf by using all the needles n sharp thing like branula, trocha n all…MO’s all are okey n some of them i really respect n knowledgable..n of course my specialist..but exclude my big boss..hehe..i dunno y so far i dont like my boss..hehehehe…..

so i hope when i’m in O&G later, i’ll enjoy this posting like my other 2 postingsss..i’Allah…