thE beGInNinG oF LifE ~niSa~

well…yeaaa..keep writing to make your self better..is it??hmm..i think most ppl think the same way like imah…

so today..is my first day working at Surgical Department, Hospital Sultan Abdul Halim, Sg Petani, Kedah Darul Aman…fuh…wut a long name and a sad name to mention….after being MC for about 3 weeks…:(…first day starting with OT..everybody asking bout my condition including Mr R..erhmm..wut else they can say right….they knew wut happened to me but nobody can say anything..nobody will responsible…so..wut i should i do then…erhmmm…just redha n accept everything that happened to me and continue my life…my job in this department….okay…not much..he is not well..must spend time with him…ciow…will be continue tomorrow….maybe…

2 more days before i go back tp SP..happy to meet my hunny bunch but feel bad after wut i’ve been go through before this at HSAH..feel very bad and disapointed after wut they have done to me..juz think how to get over it..it takes time to forget ( but i’m sure i’ll never forget it )…to make my life n my marriage life better than before..must work harder on it..

when i go back to work this tuesday i hope my life will be better than before n much happier than before…i really wanna change my work life. i believe in myself that i will b able to do so but i dunno whether i’ll succeed or not…plz pray for me….

well…today is bout day-11 MC bcoz of some reason..not well actually…so bored at home…dunno wut to do..juz lie down or surfing on net..eating ( restricted foods )..watching movies ( no astro )..reading magazines ( old ages one….)..huh..

should start a new life from now on..should fight for my self to gain what i want in my life with my own effort without anybody sympathy..it difficuilt actually..everybody can do it including me i know but the consequences…???erhmm…not sure..it’s going bad or good…

just pray to Allah to fullfill my wish..i’ve been suffered all this while ( to get what i want which i didn’t get it..)…Amin..

10 years ago till present IT WAS MAY 1997

1.) How old were you? 16

2.) Where did you go to school? from SM Zainab to SM Sains Muar to to MRSM Taiping

3.) Where did you work? work??nooo….studying..( so called study..hehehe )

4.) Where did you live? Kota Bharu and Cempaka, MRSM Tpg

5.) Where did you hang out? around KB and around Taiping…ooohhh..ape yg menarik??hehehe

6.) Did you wear glasses? no…heyy trust me..hehe

7.) Who was your best friend? erhmm….4 of us…

8.) How many tattoos did you have? no tattoos

9.) How many piercing did you have? once…now no more

10.) What car did you drive? no license yet

11.) Had you been to a real party yet? not yet

12.) Had your heart broken? never at this time..hehe

FIVE YEARS AGO

1) How old were you? 21

2.) Where did you go to school? USM, Kubang Kerian

3.) Where did you work? no work…study still..

4.) Where did you live? on & off hostel..the rest at home..Jln Telipot

5.) Where did you hang out? somewhere around KB

7.) Who was your best friend? a lot

8.) Who was your regular-person crush? my hubby…heyy trust me gain..hehe

9.) How many tattoos did you have? no tattoos

10.) How many piercing did you have? still the old ONE

11.) What car did you drive? used my parents…Proton Saga and Nissan Sentra

12.) Had you had your heart broken? no…

MAY 2007

1.) How old are you? 26 y/o and 20 days

2.) Where do you work? Sultan Abdul Halim Hospital

3.) Where do you live? Tmn Ria Jaya

4.) Do you wear glasses? no..still..hehe

5.) Where do you hang out? erhmm…SP area n Penang..yeahhh

6.) Who are your best friends? my best friend is my husband..

7.) Do you talk to your old friends?

9.) How many piercing do you have? ONE!!!!

10.) How many tattoos? none

11.) Has your heart been broken? > thankfully NO…

12.) Do you love someone now? yes of course i doooo…lmbt nye die  balik keje…..:(