thE beGInNinG oF LifE ~niSa~

a few days ago, precisely on June 25th, i got a very good news ( maybe sad news too ) from my collegue that i’ve got a letter from Pengarah that i was placed to Casualty aka A&E department starting on July, 15….erhmm..that time i was so damn happy..at least i’m gona leave surgical department sooner ( wut i dream of before )..but after thinking for a quite sometimes i was like " sayang la pulak " after what have i did and learnt in surgical before..i enjoy surgical deparment..enjoy working ( of course not most of the time )..a very fine collegues…boss…erhhmmm..no comment ( x suke actually but okey laaa…)….so the letter made me undecided to where i should go..

my surgical collegue asked me not to leave the department… but i have to think for my best…in surgical department i’ll work like i have no family..i think it’s suitable for man, or unmarried woman because most of the time they will spend their live with patients..

but if u’re at casualty…u’ll work shiftly…that’s mean….8am-3pm….3pm-10pm….10pm-8am…at least we have time to work n time to spend with family..besides i can do much more thing than today…eventho u’ll can get harewire sleeping time but i think i can stand with it….

but..i think i have to do " solat istikarah " first……

erhmmm…….ordinary topic to be discussed..well one example out of millionss…today i did total thyroidectomy ( excise thyroid out ) with Mr R….there’s a lot of vessels to be cut n tied…so me and him did that ( since i’ve learnt hand tie…)…dpt la pujian sket…sket jer tak byk…then suddenly there was a gush of bleeding from no where..tried to detect all places and couldn’t find it..and as usual Mr R dah start naik angin…takot hakuuuu…at last he found of of vessels that he had tied before….goshh…if i did that..i’ll die…see…BOSS ALWAYS RIGHT!!